So well i guess my way of showing my appreciation is by writing on my blog. It's not much but it's the only thing i can do since my mom is way bcs i didnt get my mom anything. YET. bcs she's on a vacation with my dad & i didnt go out so much bcs of the exam week so yeah.
My mom could never be my superhero because the only guy in my life, b.e will always be my superhero any superhero i want. So my mom is above that she's my life well basically she's my soul. I know it sounds crappy but yes. Thats what i always describe my mom bcs i could never imagine myself stand on this earth without her by my side.
So first of all, like any child would do i want to sorry to my mom. Bcs eventually unlucky of my mom she had to give birth to three of the most naughty kids you could ever imagine. And for some reason she take it for who we are, she loved us, she cared for us but most of all she never gave up on us. Being a single mom for almost two years might not sound that hard. Well, my dad past away when the three of us were very little. My sister was 10, my brother was 8 & as for me i was 5. So my mom had to raise the three of us, little yet could turn your life upside down little kids. So it wasnt as easy as it looks my mom went through alot. She was strong alright but i'm still grateful with the present of my step dad into our lives bcs it made my mom happier.
Well thats one. My mom is like any other mom. She taught me how to read, how to be strong, she even teaches me how important is the bond between my siblings & i. She always said to us " Love each other, respect each other, take care of each other because at the end of the day you'll only have each other " well i didnt get it at first but growing up we became closer. And that made my mom really happy. She loves the idea of three of us really rely on each other, just the three of us. The three of us against the world. I'll never forget that.
You know what makes my mom so special? She's my best friend. Heck, she's my sister's, my brother's & mine's. I can talk to her about everything (( well almost everything )) but she's cool. I could go for hours telling her how my days went, my heartbroken i am, how frustrated i am with my situations & how i hate something. Idk bout you guys but my siblings & me are pretty clingy & attached with our mom. She can be really annoying sometimes wanting to know every name of our friends but well that what makes her mom.
Well being the last child in the family, of course i'm the " spoil brat " in the family (( dont judge me )) . I used to like the idea of being the last child bcs used to think that my mom gave me more attention & being the spoil brat that i am i didnt want to share my mommy with anybody else not my sister, not my brother, not my friends, not everybody (( hahahahahaha i'm sorry guys )) . I used to think that bcs every time i got bullied with b.e mommy will always back me up, so i think so haha. But growing up i noticed that my mom didnt gave extra attention to me / anyone and secretly, the three of us are spoil brats but as usual i'm the last one & i'm the only child in the house for the moment so yes. And that what makes her THE BEST
I remember how i used to hate my second name, because you called me ikin. I hated that name. And i hated how other kids would pick on me by calling me " chicken ". I told myself that one day i'm going to change my second name but i would never have the heart to do so. Growing up, i didnt cared bout waht ppl called me / make fun of me by my second joke that much though & you're the only person that called me using my second name mommy so that's how special you are to me hahaha <3
Mom, i took your kindness & i even took you for granted sometimes. How i let you down. How ungrateful i am. How selfish i am. It was never my attention to do such things towards you. And for that i am really sorry. Sorry wouldnt & would never cover up the sins i did to you & the pain you had to go through but if theres a way to cover it up i would give up my life for it. I love you mom, more than you can imagine. Even the universe could not fit my love towards you. You gave me so much love & tender a mom could ever give, i could never repay that. Of course i cant you gave birth to me for god sakes! haha. You sacrificed so much for me for the three of us, i could never forget that. So for now, the only word i can say that Thank you. thank you for always being there for me & thank you for being such a wonderful mother i could ever wished for. I Love You mommy, Happy Mother's Day. Adik loves you <3 x
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